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What next…

For the first time in forever

I’m not sure what to do with myself

I’ve wanted this for so long

So much that I can’t remember a time that I didn’t

And now it’s here.

I’ve got no more diabolical schemes

There’s no more need for insidious plans

What do you strive for when you have everything?

Do you reminisce about the past?

What i do is self sabotage

Which is highly illogical in its own right

Truly, I don’t know how to be content

Truly, I don’t want to be content

I fear it breeds complacency… The bastard beget of boredom

And where does that leave me?

No.

I’ll have to do what I do best

I’ll just have to want more…

Of you.

(back to the drawing board then…)

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daydreams

What?

Nothing, just wallowing in the silence of unvoiced thoughts

When?

Before, now…. forever

How?

I keep all that jealousy and hope sealed, a large wad of clamped emotions

Why?

Because I’m in love with you, stupid.

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