Have you ever felt it?
It begins as a silent shock deep within your chest
It just sits there, growing…
Reminding you of what you would never have
Screaming silently at the injustice of it all
And all the while
You’d try to understand why it wasn’t enough
Try to think of what you could do to change it
It’s a beautiful feeling, really
Both the the intense immediate pain
And the enduring despair afterwards
For a time it bestows upon your heart impenetrable armour
You can’t harm what’s already destroyed
For a season it warps space and time
No thoughts or actions can escape the gravity of the void
The emptiness created
When you rip out your heart
intending an exchange
And find only dust